quelle formidable journee

i dont know what to think anymore

Fri, 17 May 2013 14:26:41 -0400

i dont know what to think anymore

rule of the day: friday

Fri, 17 May 2013 14:09:55 -0400

wake up in bliss and make plans for the weekend

confession

Fri, 17 May 2013 14:08:56 -0400

i was accepted

into the program of my

choice

but

they accepted an

incredibly shitty

portfolio

(mine)

& now

i’m concerned.

I often feel Alienated From all of my friends. It’s as if I’m a step ahead of them In...

Fri, 17 May 2013 05:58:47 -0400

I often feel
Alienated
From all of my friends.
It’s as if
I’m a step ahead of them
In life
And I keep having to
Look back to
Make sure they’re
Still behind me
Thus
Regressing progression

the unspoken words left lingering on my tongue. strangers to speech, stuck as a thought revolving,...

Sat, 11 May 2013 12:35:08 -0400

the unspoken words

left lingering

on my tongue.

strangers to speech,

stuck as a thought

revolving, rotating, throbbing,

in my head

a student of mine wrote about achieving dreams. an hour later, here i am without a chance to...

Sat, 11 May 2013 11:18:00 -0400

a student of mine wrote about achieving dreams.

an hour later, here i am

without a chance to achieve

what i have been fighting to seek.

things dont go the way you plan.

things never go the way you plan.

If you asked me if I’m happy I’d say no. There’s nothing making me sad But Nothing making me happy....

Fri, 10 May 2013 01:06:09 -0400

If you asked me if I’m happy
I’d say no.
There’s nothing making me sad
But
Nothing making me happy.
I haven’t been happy in a long time.
But, what is happiness?

Somewhere over the rainbow All my dreams come true

Fri, 10 May 2013 00:58:43 -0400

Somewhere over the rainbow
All my dreams come true

My sister asked me what I thought the best birthday would be like. A trip, I said. A nice long...

Mon, 06 May 2013 02:31:19 -0400

My sister asked me what I thought the best birthday would be like.
A trip, I said.
A nice long trip somewhere far away with people who mean a lot to me. No fireworks or parades, just a little bit of peace.

Rule of the Day: Monday

Mon, 06 May 2013 00:31:39 -0400

Drag yourself out of bed and look forward to Friday.

When I'm Gone

Sun, 05 May 2013 23:25:00 -0400

My most frequently used phrase to begin a sentence in the past 3 months is “Since leaving school/Mount Holyoke…”

1. I’ve divided the past year into two halves: Before and After Leaving Mount Holyoke.

2. I don’t want to talk about Mount Holyoke anymore even though my decision to leave and every moment thereafter has contributed to my growth as a human being. It’s hard to clear the slate when my most recent influx of personal growth has to do with a place that I chose to leave despite my decision to attend a year ago.

3. Yesterday I showed one of my students the Roomsurf bit I had written and posted on my blog. While reading it with him, I pointed out that despite having written about choosing Mount Holyoke over top-tier architecture schools, the funniest part is that I’m doing the exact opposite now. He didn’t bat an eye.

4. What haunts me the most from the school are the hastily-severed friendships that I regret having to cut off. It almost seems as if a small part of me still belongs on campus where things are happening and people are moving on.

5. $25,000. Conversely, I may be able to pay for a year at City College in full by working this summer. Oh the woes of the dollar.

This is my last and final mention of Mount Holyoke in any form of published writing for the foreseeable future. Well, I’ll try my best.

Rule of the Day: Sunday

Sun, 05 May 2013 22:24:56 -0400

Sleep in and do absolutely nothing. Have a great day.

sometimes i have to refrain myself from conversation because i know i’ll be compelled to...

Fri, 03 May 2013 12:43:57 -0400

sometimes

i have to refrain myself from conversation

because i know i’ll be compelled to say

something awfully mean

that i strongly believe in.

“those are some hideous shoes”

the pair of eyes that glisten with perseverance. the beauty marks on your face are periods in a...

Wed, 01 May 2013 22:36:17 -0400

the pair of eyes that glisten with perseverance.

the beauty marks on your face are periods in a winded paragraph.

the sideswept hair that frames your eyes.

the pauses you make leave me eager for more.

and that laugh…

Salutations

Wed, 01 May 2013 22:16:10 -0400

Hello, world.

Good morning, sunshine.

Nice to meet you, robin.

Pleased to see you again, squirrel.

It’s been too long, maple.

Let’s catch up some time, oak.

How are the kids, cat?

You look fantastic today, dog.

Hello, world.

Hello.